SCHMOKIN

Atm, I am struggling with my last nicotine addiction. Man I would love a cigg. 

But for the last three months I have been alrite for the day, even if waiting for the bus or taking a break from studying is a bitch, its ok. But its when I drink it is a real pain, been stealing fags from where ever I can get my hands on them as soon as Im tipsy. 

So now, I am not drinking. This last urge is gonna go away, and it is also good to take a break from drinking as that as well has been on the plenty lately. 

Did I say I am still at my parents with a fridge constantly filled with beer? And that I also have nothing to do all day? THIS is a test to the limit.

Next struggle: The scottish pubs. Im worried. Very worried. Especially as the last time I was in that environment, with those people, I did smoke.